Velveteen Rabbi: Paying respects
Fewer people come to the cemetery service each year. When I began serving this community, ten years ago, we would have at least a dozen. We’d set up a circle of folding chair and pray the afternoon service. And then people would take pebbles and quietly walk through the cemetery, leaving stones to mark their visits to parents or grandparents or great-grandparents. Some members of my shul are fourth or fifth generation; they have ancestors to visit here.
These days only a few people come. Many of those who used to attend the cemetery service each year are now buried in that same cemetery. I like to think that I am still davening with them each year when we convene on a Sunday before Rosh Hashanah. There was one gentleman who always used to come to the cemetery service and then quip, “Rabbi, don’t forget, you’re doing my funeral!” And I’d always say, “No time soon, please.”
Mom’s grave. San Antonio.
The custom of visiting our ancestors at the cemetery before the new year feels old-fashioned. It comes from a time when people didn’t migrate much. Today most of the members of my small shul are not fourth- or fifth-generation members. They’re transplants, like me. I’ve been here now for almost thirty years (and have served as the rabbi here for a decade.) This is my home, and my son’s home. But our beloved dead aren’t here.
My mother’s parents; my father’s parents. San Antonio.
My mother and my grandparents are buried in San Antonio. For great-grandparents, I’d have to cross an ocean. In 1993, we visited Prague (my grandmother’s and my mother’s birthplace) and we went to see my great-grandparents in the “new” Jewish cemetery from the 1800s. I remember my grandmother’s satisfaction at being able to visit her parents’ graves again. She told us how they used to picnic there with the ancestors on Sundays.
My grandmother and aunt at my great-grandparents’ graves. “New” Jewish cemetery, Prague, 1993.
It feels right to pay our respects to the dead before beginning the new year. To remember that one day we too will return to our Source. This afternoon I will hold a smooth pebble in my hand and I will think of my beloved dead. I’ll think of them too when I make challah before the new year: round, like the year, and studded with raisins for sweetness. Their headstones are far away, but their presence is as near as memory.